“To give anything less than your best, is to sacrifice the gift.”
I have certainly been sacrificing my gift. I have given nowhere near my best. I have so much potential yet I continue to lead an unhealthy lifestyle. I need to lose this weight. I need to turn things around. I’ve been talking about this for what seems like forever yet I never seem to turn that next page and actually start putting forth a solid effort. I will try for a day, do well, then for whatever reason just give it up and go back to my normal routine.
I can’t blame it on my job. I’m happy in my career. I can’t blame it on my family. I have the best family ever. I can’t blame it on my finances. I’m doing just fine in that area. See, all I can do is blame on myself. No other reasons have prevented me from finally breaking through and dropping this weight.
I’m going to wake up in the morning and wipe the slate clean. Wipe away all the past failures. Start fresh and keep an open mind towards the future. All I can do is conquer this thing one day at a time. I just need to forget about all the negative stuff in the past and focus on the task in hand right here and right now. The goal is simple: lose 100 lbs. I just need to actually start making my way towards that goal.